25 December 2007

you are making me mad...

yes, you are making me mad, real mad.....

which makes me reborn at the same time.

let see how mad i could be.

@#!%$!*?><

17 December 2007

what? can't be true, isn't it?

I would never thought that I might come across someone like that under my current working environment.

Probably I was grow up in a male dominant environmental, no matter it is in the family or school and eventually it shapes my social group as well.

Although I been working for quite some times but actually my exposure is very limited indeed or I should say I've been living in a relatively conservative environment.

I have no idea in a male dominant working environmental I would encounter a male who is so girlish like. From the way he talks to the very little body language his has; to me he should be she actually. I was not the frightening type and more like a Hardwear comes with the pretty wrong Driver that’s all.

Probably I am still too old fashion in some way, I have no idea if I could handle someone like that in my life to be my friend someday.

wait!... being a friend? No way, never man.

what? can't be true, isn

09 December 2007

i need some fuel...

when i was a child, i used to look up to someone and told myself. "it would be pretty good if i could be that person in the future."

it makes me motivated for a while... (of course when i was a child, i consider everything is in direct proportion)

growthing up and i realize, they are all just human.

the sports figure are in it for money,

the musician are in it for money,

the astronaut are like you and me,

the leaders are not necessarily have higher ability (at least the ability i would consider)

the world is not what it seems....

i still prefer the little world i used to live in and the world is still has hope.

22 November 2007

how many commitment do you got?


well, i got lot more commitment than i thought....

11 November 2007

one of these days





it is like meet a old friend annually. it is already starting to get numb.
the only way is to reinvest something into this annual meeting, it could be challenging yourself or it could be something else.
but there is no way you could use the same goal over and over, at least not physically allowed, isn't it?
just wish that everybody finds their reasons and leave it with a happy heart.

10 November 2007

taking a break





i always wonder what kind of life would be if i were living in that little island.
probably i wasn't making much changes, probably i wasn't streching myself at all.
had i? do i? should i?


04 March 2007

MUSE













No wonder they are voted one of the best live performer.
Tonight i actually find the bass guy cooler than the lead guitar.

Thanks for asking me to join but didn't do my homework before.

p.s. sorry rose to keep you waiting.

13 February 2007

"Live beyond your Comfort Zone"

It is an attitude where I learned couple years ago. I did completely forget about it over these years. Probably it is why I felt so frustrated or vise versa that I felt frustrated and then I forget things I learned.

Anyway, the good news is I am ready for the change and I believe some changes are good for me.

Changes always make us feel so excited about since we think if I do this or that; the consequence will be like this and that. And I can guarantee you that it is not the case in reality. There is always surprises not matter you like it or not.

Dealing with surprises and manage to stay on course requires consistence, discipline plus little bit of regrouping as well. It could be a very different specification to everyone.

But are you ready to play?

Let's take a ride!

20 January 2007

10 reasons why I wanted a 30 thousand dollar watch…

10. to make me look successful than I actually is

9. keeps me busy while turning that little screw every month

8. makes me a friendly person by waving lot more than before

7. to make me look fit while dress down in winter

6. there is still something steve jobs can't put his hands onto

5. to remind me that I am actually behind these giant wheel of economy

4. to stay me alert when night walking alone

3. to remind me there is something last longer any relationship i have

2. time actually is cost more than we expected

1. because i can