you are making me mad...

yes, you are making me mad, real mad.....

which makes me reborn at the same time.

let see how mad i could be.

@#!%$!*?><

what? can't be true, isn't it?

I would never thought that I might come across someone like that under my current working environment.

Probably I was grow up in a male dominant environmental, no matter it is in the family or school and eventually it shapes my social group as well.

Although I been working for quite some times but actually my exposure is very limited indeed or I should say I've been living in a relatively conservative environment.

I have no idea in a male dominant working environmental I would encounter a male who is so girlish like. From the way he talks to the very little body language his has; to me he should be she actually. I was not the frightening type and more like a Hardwear comes with the pretty wrong Driver that’s all.

Probably I am still too old fashion in some way, I have no idea if I could handle someone like that in my life to be my friend someday.

wait!... being a friend? No way, never man.

what? can't be true, isn

i need some fuel...

when i was a child, i used to look up to someone and told myself. "it would be pretty good if i could be that person in the future."

it makes me motivated for a while... (of course when i was a child, i consider everything is in direct proportion)

growthing up and i realize, they are all just human.

the sports figure are in it for money,

the musician are in it for money,

the astronaut are like you and me,

the leaders are not necessarily have higher ability (at least the ability i would consider)

the world is not what it seems....

i still prefer the little world i used to live in and the world is still has hope.