I pick it up when I was a child, as I wanted to be like someone
Of course I can’t be someone unless I am someone
I don’t find it particular interesting back then
However it provided a little bit of pride to live on during childhood
I consider it is zero creativity where little brain activities are required
And I still do, sorry if this hurts your feeling
If I play any other, the least position/part I wanted to involve is the position/part I am good at
As it could only lead to disappointment and again little brain activity is required after all
Like I said, if it doesn’t interest me, how could it endure the invasion from other intruders?
I’ve put aside it for more than couple of years
Probably my heart is just not there anymore
Almost like forgotten it’s been there for so long
The second time comes with a bit of mixed feeling
I wasn’t under any agenda this time
But something comes along
I begin to discover the beauty in it,
Sorry pal not the creativity part as I still consider it is none there
The little magic word of “courage”
Strange for someone never really been there
Or even hard to imagine sometime
But not someone who been into it
You are all alone
You take the consequence of what you do
It is always the question of “Can you?”, “Could you?”, “Would you?” and “Dare you?”
It is as simple as that
And the other thing excite me is the “Simplicity”
It is a kind of like soul searching process
Probably the periodic cycle of highs and lows taking its toll,
I’ve been away for quite some time during this moment
And making the slowest year I ever have
But the strange thing is I am having the happiest year
Isn’t it interesting?
